Today is one of those days where my mind wanders and I have many lousy thoughts in my head.... kinda feel depressed..... thought back of the OLD DAYS when I was single and young...... Going to uni..... dating various types of guys..... basically, life was much simpler then....
Now, life is so complicated..... I am a MUM.... but sometimes, I feel so inadequate in my role as a MUM..... and the worst is that I felt torn..... torn between WORK & HOME........ There are moments when I feel like escaping away and leave my responsibilities....... Take a LONG VACATION alone and pretend that I am young and carefree again.....
But it is impossible to do so..... What I can do instead is to move on.....
Anyway, enough of my depressing mood..... let me update on what has been happening with Ian.... He has grown bigger now.... slightly more than 6 kg.... and he smiles and babbles when people chat with him.....