Memories

I can't seem to sleep..... Am exhausted, but just can't seem to be able to sleep.....

I kept remembering the "ordeal"..... This time last year, I am at the hospital bed, worried sick about giving birth..... can't sleep then too......

Every time I closed my eyes, flashbacks of the labour pain as well as the actual delivery comes to my mind...... can't believe that 1 year has passed and my tiny baby is now a HUGE MONSTER...... how fast time past by...... it only seems like yesterday, he is small & helpless..... now, he is big and bullys all of us......

If I could turn back time, I want him to be tiny again...... able to hold him with just one hand..... seeing his innocent looks..... but as it is impossible to do so, I have to look forward to the future..... his first step, his first run, first day at school.....

On another note, I will be returning back to work on Monday...... returning with a heavy heart..... it will be nice to have an income again..... but truthfully, I will miss my MONSTER..... reading with him, playing with him, teasing him........ but all good things must come to an end........