Midnight.... past memories

It's midnight... but I can't seem to be able to sleep....

So many thoughts in my head..... I just found an old uni friend whom I lost touch for ages..... It seems that all our lives have changed..... She is still single and am now teaching in Melbourne.... It has always been her dream to work in Australia.... and now it came true.....

Talking about dreams.... I wonder what happened to mine??.... I always wanna do my Masters overseas.... get an experience of life outside of Singapore.... without my family.... being independent.....

But guess my dream is not meant to be.... do I regret it?.... I must admit that there are moments when I wished I could turn back the clock & fulfil my dream.... but most of the time, I am contented....

I have a wonderful family.... a hubby who dotes on me..... a son whom is simply adorable ....... Just can't believe that it been more than 10 years since I first met Wan..... But it seems like just yesterday that we met and fall in love......

The memories always bring back a smile.... I am so young then.... just 19 years old....... I was so carefree in NTU..... dating my seniors..... meeting guys in the chatline..... Dd I ever study??..... I guess I did study…. In between of all my dates of course…. :-P

Never thought I will fall in love at such a young age.... All I wanted was a fun relationship.... :-P.... But fate has different ideas for me..... I met Wan...

I never thought I will fall in love with him.... I remembered that I was crazy about this good-looking senior, Jase..... Wan was my sounding board..... the guy I went to get advice on Jase and the other guys I was dating...... We always called each other at night and chatted till the wee hours..... Then slowly my feelings for him change from friendship to slightly more….. I remembered very vividly that I told him that I like him on 13/01/1997….. a bold move for me…. I never had to tell a guy I like him before…. It is always the guy hinting to me instead….*laugh*…. Thank god it was over the phone, so not tat embarrassing for me…. And of course, Wan returned my feelings….. And we did not meet till a week or so later….. It is one awkward date….. our first “date” as a couple….. I remembered Wan trying to hold my hands….. He pretended that he is trying to help me cross the road safely…..

And that was the start of our love story…..