Wednesday, February 28, 2007

DEPRESSIVE WEDNESDAY

Just got the news that I did not get the *** job..... very depressing, but kinda expected too as I know that if I had gotten the job, they would have informed me by now..... But it doesn't make it easier to accept the news.....

The only thing in my mind is now WHEN will a good job offer comes along...... Sometimes it seems like no company wants me..... I know I should be more patient, but my patience is slowly, surely running out......

Monday, February 26, 2007

Monday Blues

I got MONDAY BLUES.... thinking when will I get a good job?......

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

My Little TIGER

It has been a memorable 2 weeks.....

My baby went for his operation and shown me how strong he is.... :-P.... He did not seem to be in much pain and was acting as usual after the operation......Very proud of him..... Almost 10 months have passed since his birth and he has grown so much..... grown so naughty and intelligent..... I am kinda glad that I have taken so time away from work to spend time with him..... managed to play and interact more with him although he seems NOT SO FOND of my cooking.... :-D

I am looking forward to more developments from him..... wanna see him do many more things.... Anyway, wanna share a picture of him..... my personal little tiger..... :-P

Doesn't he look cheeky?..... He got this twinkle in his eyes whenever he is up to no good.... and he knows how to pose for pictures.....

Another 2 pictures of him chasing the camera.... :-P





Wednesday, February 07, 2007

DEPRESSION

I felt so depressed today.... just feel as if I have no hope of ever getting the job that I want..... I feel like crying..... CRY my heart out....

No one understands how I feel.....

Monday, February 05, 2007

My last week at Work

This week is technically my last week at work.....

From next week onwards, I will be taking care of my baby monster FULL-TIME..... will I be able to cope?? No one seems to have confidence in me..... kinda disappointing when I am the MOM!!.... Everyone is expecting me to FAIL.... but truthfully, I dun think I will fail.... I imagine myself & him wondering around at pool, shopping mall, going for lessons, etc.... but maybe reality will not be so perfect.... :-P

But I do think I should try and see whether I can be a good SAHM... afterall, I dun seem to be getting any job offer..... Went for another interview last FRIDAY & got another one tomorrow..... but the one tat I been waiting for seems to elude me...... I really wanna get TAT JOB, but dunno when will I get to know the outcome..... I am just waiting for the letter to let me know tat I am unsuccessful..... afterall, the chance of getting the job seems getting smaller & smaller as days pass by.....