What a JOKE!

Ever tot that life will get easier once you decided to leave the organisation?

But it is actually not tat true.... first, you have to find the guts to pre-warn your supervisor.... and it is especially difficult when your supervisor is nice.... Then you will need to meet up with your director and talk it over with her as well..... Tat is EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.... you have to find a way to put everything in a diplomatic way.....

After talking to my director, I felt kinda upset.... she is peeved that I did not tell her about my decision earlier and of course the BAD TIMING.... kinda ruin my happy mood........ but I guess can't pleased everyone.... the most important thing I need to remember is that the move is good for my career and I should be feeling happy.... :-P

On the whole, I would say that I am happy.... seems like floating on CLOUD NINE sometimes.... it just feels good to make a clean break and move on..... hopefully, the move is a good one....

Tata and till future updates....

BTW: Ian can say DADDY.... but he refuses to say it to his daddy.... *laugh*....

Phuket... Phuket.... Phuket

Been back for a few days already.... but was too busy to update....

Nevermind, give short updates

09/06 - plane delayed.. Arrived at hotel only around 10 pm.... Nice BIG room... :-P

10/06 - eat breakfast (limited choices) at 8 plus and off to Karon beach... BIG WAVES, so can't swim... Ian played with the sand & get himself wet by splashing around.... at around 9 plus, went back to hotel & swim at pool... Ian enjoyed himself too much and doesn't want to come out.... He slept till around 1 plus.... Then took the taxi to JungCeylon (at Patong beach)... eat at the Indian restaurant.... guess that is the anniversary meal (so sad...*sob*....)..... Ian gave us a "wonderful" gift, he poo at the restaurant and we need to clean him up. Thank goodness, there is a toilet there....

11/06 - eat breakfast.... go Karon beach..... play at pool.... watch TV.... at 6 pm, went off to airport for departure.... arrived at Singapore around 11.30 pm.

On the whole, the trip is BORING.... but enjoyable seeing Ian enjoying himself.... but think guess if wanna go island hopping, need to leave him in Singapore....

Will update some other time.... too tired to write.... and got BAD cold.

7th Wedding Anniversary

Time certainly flies.... It just seems like yesterday that Irwan & I got married.... and in 2 days time, it will be our 7th wedding anniversary.... I do hope Wan had something special planned for the night.... like a romantic dinner under the moonlight...

I can just imagine the dinner.... and it will be funny rather than romantic.... just picture this.... we will be under the moonlight, looking into each other's eyes and suddenly, the sound "teh" "teh" "teh" gets louder and louder.... and we turn around and there sits our little MONSTER in his baby chair beside our table asking us to pay attention to him and feed him more food.... A total spolier, isn't it??? :-P

So let's see wat the anniversary turns out to be.... I will update on the actual vacation & celebration next week....

Till then....

A Poem for DADDY...

Ian wanna do something special for his 1st Father's Day, but as he can only baby-talk, he delegated the task to me.... so especially for my sweet hubby, this poem selected by little MONSTER thru telepathy just for you.... :-p

A Little Boy Needs Daddy

A little boy needs Daddy

For many, many things:

Like holding him high off the ground

Where the sunlight sings!

Like being the deep music

That tells him all is right

When he awakens frantic with

The terrors of the night.

Like being the great mountain

That rises in his heart

And shows him how he might get home

When all else falls apart.

Like giving him the love

That is his sea and air,

So diving deep or soaring high

He'll always find him there.

Painting of Ian

Just wanna share how the Ian will look like as an angel in a watercolour painting .... :-P

Remembering...

Sometimes when you read a sad blog.... especially a blog where the mum lost 3 kids to stillbirth and premature labour, it hits you real hard that life is not about finding the perfect job.... getting the most $$ you can get.... but rather, it is to be thankful for the little moments that you have with your love ones.....

I am so very grateful for the birth of my little MONSTER... yeah, had quite a difficult time conceiving him.... but the pregnancy & delivery was quite a smooth one.... sure, there are those frightening moments of him being a DS kid... some issues with his testicles and penis.... and overall, shouldn't I be grateful that at least he is physically there for me to hug and kiss.... and of course, scold & nag.... whenever I feel like it.....

There will be obstacles and more worries along the road.... will he be a smart kid???.... able to excel in whatever field he wants???.... but I think I will always have to remember to be thankful that at least I have HIM....

Can I imagine a world without MONSTER?.... To be truthful, I really dun know..... I guess I rather not find out....

Looking forward to PHUKET

We are going to Phuket on Sat.... I am so excited....

My little monster is getting noisy & more annoying.... forever talking in baby language..... he does not stop talking unless he is sleeping.... :-P..... So I can just imagine him talking & talking & talking in the plane, in the car and certainly when at the beach....

Anyway, wanna share his studio photo.... all of us like this picture the best!

UpDaTeS

Just talked to my boss..... will most prob stay in training for another 2 weeks before moving over to recruitment..... is that good or bad news?

Still waiting for *** to call me & ask me to come down to sign with them.... wonder when will they asked me to come down??.... Anyway, went for another interview today.... interview seems quite positive.... but on the other hand, most interviews which I think is positive does not want me.... wonder will it be different in this case?

Anyway, hubby, monster & me will be off for our FIRST vacation as a family this Saturday...... hope the vacation is memorable and interesting..... I can just imagine monster's face when he sees the beach.