HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY Ian

We celebrated his birthday on last Saturday, 28/04/07.... He is finally ONE!....

Welcome to MY PARTY

I look GOOD enough to EAT!!

Back at WORK....

Just start work today.....

Busy clearing e-mails..... Director informed that I will be going to recruitment from 1 June 07 onwards..... SUXS!!!.... Hope I can get a job soon...

Memories

I can't seem to sleep..... Am exhausted, but just can't seem to be able to sleep.....

I kept remembering the "ordeal"..... This time last year, I am at the hospital bed, worried sick about giving birth..... can't sleep then too......

Every time I closed my eyes, flashbacks of the labour pain as well as the actual delivery comes to my mind...... can't believe that 1 year has passed and my tiny baby is now a HUGE MONSTER...... how fast time past by...... it only seems like yesterday, he is small & helpless..... now, he is big and bullys all of us......

If I could turn back time, I want him to be tiny again...... able to hold him with just one hand..... seeing his innocent looks..... but as it is impossible to do so, I have to look forward to the future..... his first step, his first run, first day at school.....

On another note, I will be returning back to work on Monday...... returning with a heavy heart..... it will be nice to have an income again..... but truthfully, I will miss my MONSTER..... reading with him, playing with him, teasing him........ but all good things must come to an end........

Been memorable, but back to REALITY

It has been a memorable 2 months..... taking care of Ian...... falling in love with being a STAY-AT-HOME MOM, but it's time to go back to work......

Although, gave up a month's salary, I do not regret the time I spent with him...... managed to see him grow more naughtier and naughtier...... got closer to him..... teach him how to SHAKE HANDS...... the memories will always bring a smile..... He is going to be 1 soon...... How time flies..... it just seems like yesterday that I was worried about giving birth to him.......